I'm in denialI've been writing songs about others and I'll crumbleI'll fall apart, I'll fall apartMy heart stops, caught in a trance, just to get through, just one more dayMy head drops and cavern appears and though I'm scared of itIt's my only escape..Oh my god - if I don't throwAll I've got - to the dark belowOh my god - will I never knowHow deep it goes?It's been a while since I kissed and felt true pleasureAnd I'd run a mile if I saw contentment in measuresOh is it true that all my songs are merely songs, and not stories?Written on pavements, written on the pavementsAnd if it rains, they'll be washed awayNever to be seen again, never to repeat refrains(Oh,) And if I leave - who is gonna care about me?Who's gonna remember me?Who's gonna look up to me? Oh my god - if I don't throwAll I've got - to the dark belowOh my god - will I never knowHow deep it goes?